yang~~

pheww....i shud have more to time spent my butt on the bloody chair n jot down few words on this bloody blog...but it's seems like blogging is not my thing any more...passion is not there...maybe i was not born to impress people by my writing..though i have the idea to surprise my 'so-called' readers which can be counted by fingers,i shud be more happy..coz thought is what it counts..

as for now,i spend my time mostly marathoning samantha who...that's all...

ps:ye sya tahu,n3 ni mmg maha membosankan...

sedang giler dgr lagu yang by wali band..

the chronicle of a sentimental bastard~~

you,
i keep thinking bout you..
every seconds...

you,
i remember our first met...
our first glance...
it was not a beautiful atmosphere..
but u look at me
already won me over...

you,
i spell into your curse
passing me anchors while
i'm drowning in your sweet embraces..

you,
it was countless times i asked you
how much i love you
in spite of you don't want to be loved by me

you,
the passion is there
i thought it's got to be right..
right?how could it be wrong
when love is all i can offer?
but,i'm aware,it's just not right..

you,
i can tell that you had enough
you given up the moment i want more
will you come around?
i wont ask you to come..

you,
thinking of you hating me so much
i could die
i said i love you
it's just not a lips service

you,
you are my best companion
companion with benefits, emotionally..
so,if you want to be free
i wont stop
and i have just to believe
somewhere out there
you will thinking of me

you,
sorry for these a few awkward lines
wait,no..im not sorry

you,
for all the times we spent together..
every fights,every laughters..
all i can ask
don't pretend not to love me at all..at all...

p.s i still love you

cam ce~~

lama sgt duk umah..ini la jadi nyer....lupe segala kat alam maya ni....neway,sape kesah kan...past few days mmg best..nak cter sini rasa nyer tak kena rasa nyer...so,tak yah cter...

esok semua budak U da start mid sem break..i wonder if he still keep his promise to me...will see....let it be~~

minggu depan byk menda nak kena buat...sabtu ni fatihah nak melenggang perut kat batu pahat..shud i attend or shudnt i???wonder la jugak~~

abe utang satu hang out..pasal die gagal oranize mlm ni..shit tol la....

nak jumpe kechik..amek invitation kad kawen nye...get ready la kechik..esok luse ko melenggang perot plak~~

maam shima...cillax at starbuck..on me...malam ni bole gak..tapi not nice la kalau ajak in shorty notice..so,next week je la yer maam...

janji ngan anak buah nak ke kedah~~sampai skrg di tuntut..susah btol budak2 zaman skrg..pantang berjanji..ingt sajer....

so long~~

urusan semua da setel..cop2 semua da dapat...ngan QM da setel...ngan fakulti da setel..ALK da setel...ngan Cik Zaini je ade lagi satu hutang....tak membebankan..maka diabaikan...

lets talk about emotion...bile dapat chop terakhir dari Ir Khalid tadi,datang satu rasa yg sgt luar biasa...berbual utk seminit dua...sempat die menyampaikan beberapa nasihat..LESS TALK...shoot right on my face..pheeww!!insyaAllah aku ingt...

tonight is gonna be a last night...keberkatan malam jumaat....bukan sekadar di kamar beradu....tapi lebih luar dari konteks itu...aku ingin menikmati minit2 terakhir di sini dgn sebaiknya..last night,sembang ngan afiq sampai kol 4 pagi..xtvt yg biase tu...tapi malam tadi lebih open...maybe sebab da tak jupe da pas ni,so d sofa-talk was more lineant..even though there was more silence than usual...the silence do the talking...still,i have a best conversation i ever had...no pressure to answer my each questions...


until tomorrow,i wish the clock will stop fom ticking...