ustaz naj datng lagi~~

Assalamualaikum..
ustaz naj nak mintak izin naik stage sekejap..lama da tak bersidang ngan pembaca2 budiman sekelian...sekedar nak menjengah jer..lama tak bertanya kabor ngan pembaca2...

sori la ustaz naj lama tak bersiaran..biasa la..sejak sponsor2 ustaz naj tarik diri, hours ustaz naj kat blog ni pon terpaksa la dihadkan...takpe,nanti ustaz naj counter balik ngan agentG nak cakap ustaz naj nak bersiaran mcm dlu balik...bole??

da alang2 dapat naik stage ni,ustaz nak nak khutbah la 2 menet jap...ustaz naj nak cakap pasal hari kiamat...ustaz naj nak pesan pembaca2 jgn terpengaruh k ngan cter 2012 tu...propaganda amerika ngan israel nak mengiblatkan kita ke paksi mereka...jangan sesekali terpedaya k..pasal bebaru ni,ustaz naj ade jumpe sorg ha,ba Allah ni...ustaz naj sekadar nak berbasa-basi so ustaz naj tanya la kat..."rajin ke masjid skrg?"..bukan la motif nak mempersendakan beliyau tapi sekadar nak borak2...ujong2 die jawab,"ustaz,kiamat nak dekat da..2012 tak lama jer lagi.."babi tak jawapan tuh?

*kalau kiamat jumaat depan,ko nak ckapa ape?

ustaz naj terus nak meninggal...suki2 je nak decide kiamat bile..kepala paip mak diah!!!

*tok kadi baca talkin..ape cerita?

lamatk ken tag~~

kechik...jm main tag-mengetag....gua bosan ni...

pesanan khidmat pelanggan ni dibawa agentG~~

terinspirasi~~

i went to through amri's latest n3 n baam..he hit me with his point...
songs..yes,songs...like kamil used to quote to me one time i can hardly remember when but he quoted it.."u r always have a song for every occasions.."yeah i know,that was so uncalled for but he got point there...so here goes my list...

bila bunga di petik orang---i was 9..mala,while we were heading to class after physical educition class,she was singing it...by we,i mean me,her,husaini,firdaus n few guys ang gals i can sort of remember them now...i wish to meet them again...

lamunan terhenti---i was 10..moving to kl for a better life...jamey starts to collect cassettes ..he bought ning baizura,amy mastura,kru n so on...

aku cinta padamu---i felt in love for the first time n she was siti nurhaliza...she was everyone first crush for boys at my age that time..in fact,who isnt?

as long as you love me---the boy bands become a hit..i sang this song like all the times..again n again...

bye bye bye---reminds me of my good year with faeiz...2000,i found a brother that i never had...back then,he was naive n quite..i wonder time can really change a person...we both like the 6th and 7th of the nsync members...

the day u went away---faeiz n me totally crazy about M2M...googling their lyrics..n memorized them...stupid stuff..but we really enjoyed em

i never had a dreams come true---i left malik high skool n moved to pendang..that time, i was about to create a new clique..romzie,zaki,jeffry,mat n others..we were like the coolest person in 4 alpha..too bad i have to leave...

percayalah---shuhada writes the lyrics as i asked for it...i just love the song...

kesetiaan---it was late 2002..me n my frens get our butt busy for spm like bees...i would say this song is one of my lifetime soundtrack...

lagu joget that i forget what the title is---gelisah di jiwa,aduh resah...i was in matrix program..machak,mut n i went back home during weekend for the first time..i sang this song along with machak out loud in the bus like nobody bisness...n we giggled for our stupidity...

you make me wanna---the song inspired me to confess my love to the girl that i liked...it was 3 months...

kau yang bernama seri---our first song...did i mention 'our'?silly me...hahaha...

last kiss---our second song...totally one of my lifetime soundtrack...did i mention 'our' again?my baddd~~

bukan cinta biasa---this song is something that in common between me n abe...everyone deserve bukan cinta biasa right?

tanpa---nazam has to swallow his own guilt for make fun of me..he asaid im tasteless in music coz i love this song but it turned out that he likes this song too...


there are more songs to be listed...but let them kept safe with me...

n yeah,i am a sentimental bastard....n call me traditional..i love malay songs...

Ada apa dengan cinta?

macam-macam org membayangkan cinta..

cintu itu ibarat embun..
cinta itu ibarat pelangi..
ada juga ibaratkan cinta seperti bola sepak...
tak perlu utk jadi pakar bahasa utk menterjemahkan apa itu cinta..
cukup diri sendiri yg menentukan...
kerana siapa yang rasa apa itu cinta kalau bukan diri sendiri..

cinta ini ibarat main layang-layang..
kalau dikejar,ia berlari..
kalau ditunggu,ia menanti...

kalau la dia tahu apa yg aku rasa ~~

show me the meaning of being lonely

bile aku amati lirik lagu ni,ade sedikit terkesan dalam hati aku..aku ingt december 6 akan buat aku ade sedikit ceria...ternyata aku still lagi lost...zach called last night..she asked how do i do..i said im ok..fine...n yet..i lied again...ntah la...

"..there's no way to run i have no place to go.surrender my heart,body and soul.."
kite je yg tahu apa kita rasa...kata jannah

i tried a lot of things to heal it..to keep myself bz..reading novel...watching movie...visiting frens...but they seem not working...shit happens...what to do??

in fact, aku try nak respond kat fuzzy's lates n3...bile aku review,byk sgt modal yg aku bole pin down tapi takde mood nak terjemahkan ayat2 dlm pala otak ni...nak makan mcD pon jadi isu ke??pegi je la..nak kesah hape org kat palestin tuh..da mmg org israel tu bangsa mcm sial..makan mcD ke,makan otak2 kempas sekalipon..kalau diorg nak serang,diorg serang gak...aceley,bukannye aku tak senstif...Nabi Muhamad saw dlu pon berniaga ngan org yahudi gak...walhal,sape yg paling beria sekali menentang perjuangan dakwah Baginda??jgn jawab...pk la sendiri....n techik ade la link satu blog ni...kekonon nak jadi remainasence man katanyer...ok la..aku puji la usaha die tuh...pasal die ade isu dgn kempen anti-israel tapi die coming out with suggestion yg aku kire bernas tahap budak darjah 3....n die gigh mereka satu resipi utk buat beger prosperiti...tapi aku yg nak makan fillet-o-fish mcm mane plak?hah??hahh??jawab sket...
bagus org mcm ni...tak mcm org2 lain..sebok pukol canang jgn makan mcD..jgn makan kehepsi...pala hotak die....bergegar2 ckp...geram jer aku carut...

WOI BABI,AKU NAK MAKAN PROSPERITI BEGER,
KO TAK BAGI AKU PEGI mcD.
BOLE TAK KO SUH MAK KO BUAT SEBIJIK KAT AKU???

tu diahh..aceley,thats just figure of speech..the thing is,aku nak sampaikan is da aku ade duit...ikut suke ati aku la nak buat ape..bukannye aku kikis duit ko..jgn kerana ko takde duit nak makan mc D,pastu ko gigih boikot die...tak baek...yg keja manager,cashier,cook,etc kat mcD tu pon bukan nye kite import dari israel..org melayu islam kite gak...kalau diorg tak keja?mana nak dapat duit??nak diorg jadi mat ragut..n kalau org2 yg ragut ni ragut mak korg,ape ko rasa??ko pk,ade org palestin kesah mak korg kena ragut??takde nyer....maka,korg buat la apa yg korg rasa patut buat...kite buat je keja kita...aku ade duit,aku nak makan mane,aku punyer suke...ko ade duet,ko nak mkn mcD tapi ko boikot mcD,ko buat la sendiri...mcm mane nak buat,ko pegi page fuzzy,die ade link satu page resipi nak buat prosperiti ger..silakan~~


so techik,jom serang mcD like nobody bisness...aku tahu,nak tggu ko buat sendirik beger tu mmg tggu 3 kali musim prosperiti beger pon belum tentu nampak rupe beger tuh...so,jom bazirkan duit kite yg tak seberapa ni kat mcD...


berbalik pada masalah aku tadi,what to do?so how??

rasa lagi satu

dua 3 menjak ni berbaur2 sedikit emosi aku...*tu diahh..nak setat emo da....aku lost...sgt2 lost...serba tak kena ape yg aku buat...kalau ingt lagi n3 aku yg lepas berkaitan 'rasa tu,kali ni ade lebih kurang la jugak....

memang benar la,perasaan ni tak bole diluahkan dgn kata2...tuan badan sendiri pon tergigit lidah nak mencari satu makna yg apropiet utk menggambarkan ape yg aku rasa skrg...





hati ni rasa gelisah jer 2 3 menjak ni...n mudah benar tersentap dgn kata2 org di sekeliling....mudah penat n cepat bosan bile nak buat sesuatu keja...mcm skrg,dlm ati gigh nak menaip n3 ni tapi dlm pala otak ni gigih nak menafikan benda yg aku nak buat ni...i lost passion in many things...nak elabret panjang2 takut aku sendiri pon tak paham....apatah lagi korg....

sm1 said,try la buat smtg yg bole buat aku bz...mcm main game ke...ape ke...but,the point is aku takde passion..in fact,aku tak minat maen game...nak membaca pon malas....baru masuk second paragraph aku da give-up...terus aku lost...

perasaan ni minta utk dilayan..tapi,apakan daya,tuan punyer badan pon tak tahu ape masalah dalaman...org ckp,tak molek kalau melebih2 layan perasaan...nak setuju pon tak bole pasal sapa lagi yg bole berbuat demikian kalau bukan diri sendiri....

maybe mngenangkan yg hayat aku bakal mencecah suku kurun menyebabkan hormon2 aku menjadi kucar-kacir....bongok punyer hormon....bongokkkkk~~

last 2 nite,sembang ngan nazam..on phone...nice talking...satu rasa yg penah berjiwa di sanubari ketika di 5-9 terasa kembali....seperti kupu2 kening menghinggap di pohon bunga...sgt tenang...





tapi utk seketika cuma,bile serabut ni kembali bermaharaja lela,hati ni bagai ditusuk selumbar tumpul....kalau tajam terus menghunus mungkin aku tak ralat mcm ni skali..tapi...arggh tension...see,aku da mula tak relevan...konon2 cuba utk bermain dgn kata2 so that terserlah la kekretivitian aku tapi nyata usaha aku tu lebih mengjurus kepada menyerlahkan kebebalan diri sendiri....

esok kamis,lusa jumaat...lambat lagi hari sabtu ni...aku perlukan hujung minggu ni utk menyelesaikan kekusutan yg melanda dan membebakan ni...in fact,6 december is new 6 mac..so,happy birthday to me....

be nice

bile kite bole menghappykan org,the virtue is it own reward~~