happy besday sayang!!

to my ever dearer paliey,may u have a blast years come ahead!!!

hazab ler..berjaman rasa nye tak ngepos blog...masa?idea?sibuk?yalasan jer semua tu...

jom main wayang jap..aku nak fleshbek balik kat area tahun 2008...jaman tu mmg ramai org start blogging...dari adek aku,akak aku,member2 semua...kire blogging ni atas sikit dr frenster..bawah sket dr tagged...pesbuk tem tu suam2 cagu jer....

basically,roomfivenine tuh,aku amek sempena no umah aku kat blok satria...housemate2 aku nazam,aufa ngan kamil~~aku ade ade mention pasal diorg quite a lot jugak la di awal ciptaan roomfivenine ni...n story pasal diorg lenyap begitu saja seiring dgn peredaran masa....kenangan tinggal memori....jaman2 tu,cuma update yg bole dibagi tahu pasal former roomfivenine frontline adalah kamuil skrg da jadi renjer...nak jadi tarzan agaknye die tuh...cik yam tgh gigih menyetelkan psm beliau..all d best bro...nazam?tgh sibuk menyulam kaseh ngan salah sorg bekas blogger...skemot...blog die bole tahan la tapi ape nak heran kalau mmg da perangai die hazab...nak ngedate blog maha susah skali..lantak ko la mot...bukan ade org baca pon blog ko yg serba sedih tu~~

ok,aku lak ape cite??hah!ni yg nak stori ni...aku skrg da jadi engineer..hah..berangan la aku!!!lebey kurang la...ok,tu jer!!

aceley,aku rasa bersalah kat paliey...sori lalrling,no special n3 regar4d to your besday...anyway,aku nak take dis opportuniti nak wish ko heppi belated besday...sayang paliey slalu~~

yang~~

pheww....i shud have more to time spent my butt on the bloody chair n jot down few words on this bloody blog...but it's seems like blogging is not my thing any more...passion is not there...maybe i was not born to impress people by my writing..though i have the idea to surprise my 'so-called' readers which can be counted by fingers,i shud be more happy..coz thought is what it counts..

as for now,i spend my time mostly marathoning samantha who...that's all...

ps:ye sya tahu,n3 ni mmg maha membosankan...

sedang giler dgr lagu yang by wali band..

the chronicle of a sentimental bastard~~

you,
i keep thinking bout you..
every seconds...

you,
i remember our first met...
our first glance...
it was not a beautiful atmosphere..
but u look at me
already won me over...

you,
i spell into your curse
passing me anchors while
i'm drowning in your sweet embraces..

you,
it was countless times i asked you
how much i love you
in spite of you don't want to be loved by me

you,
the passion is there
i thought it's got to be right..
right?how could it be wrong
when love is all i can offer?
but,i'm aware,it's just not right..

you,
i can tell that you had enough
you given up the moment i want more
will you come around?
i wont ask you to come..

you,
thinking of you hating me so much
i could die
i said i love you
it's just not a lips service

you,
you are my best companion
companion with benefits, emotionally..
so,if you want to be free
i wont stop
and i have just to believe
somewhere out there
you will thinking of me

you,
sorry for these a few awkward lines
wait,no..im not sorry

you,
for all the times we spent together..
every fights,every laughters..
all i can ask
don't pretend not to love me at all..at all...

p.s i still love you

cam ce~~

lama sgt duk umah..ini la jadi nyer....lupe segala kat alam maya ni....neway,sape kesah kan...past few days mmg best..nak cter sini rasa nyer tak kena rasa nyer...so,tak yah cter...

esok semua budak U da start mid sem break..i wonder if he still keep his promise to me...will see....let it be~~

minggu depan byk menda nak kena buat...sabtu ni fatihah nak melenggang perut kat batu pahat..shud i attend or shudnt i???wonder la jugak~~

abe utang satu hang out..pasal die gagal oranize mlm ni..shit tol la....

nak jumpe kechik..amek invitation kad kawen nye...get ready la kechik..esok luse ko melenggang perot plak~~

maam shima...cillax at starbuck..on me...malam ni bole gak..tapi not nice la kalau ajak in shorty notice..so,next week je la yer maam...

janji ngan anak buah nak ke kedah~~sampai skrg di tuntut..susah btol budak2 zaman skrg..pantang berjanji..ingt sajer....

so long~~

urusan semua da setel..cop2 semua da dapat...ngan QM da setel...ngan fakulti da setel..ALK da setel...ngan Cik Zaini je ade lagi satu hutang....tak membebankan..maka diabaikan...

lets talk about emotion...bile dapat chop terakhir dari Ir Khalid tadi,datang satu rasa yg sgt luar biasa...berbual utk seminit dua...sempat die menyampaikan beberapa nasihat..LESS TALK...shoot right on my face..pheeww!!insyaAllah aku ingt...

tonight is gonna be a last night...keberkatan malam jumaat....bukan sekadar di kamar beradu....tapi lebih luar dari konteks itu...aku ingin menikmati minit2 terakhir di sini dgn sebaiknya..last night,sembang ngan afiq sampai kol 4 pagi..xtvt yg biase tu...tapi malam tadi lebih open...maybe sebab da tak jupe da pas ni,so d sofa-talk was more lineant..even though there was more silence than usual...the silence do the talking...still,i have a best conversation i ever had...no pressure to answer my each questions...


until tomorrow,i wish the clock will stop fom ticking...

next:tribute to my along

2 hari je lagi ni nak ditauliahkan sebagai askor...sexited sunggoh....dalam kepenatan berkawad,menunggu parade jacket dari dobi yg dtg nye dri damansara...curik2 kesempatan utk mendedikasikan tribute kat insan2 yg berjasa pada hamba sepanjang hamba di ATMA...*motip kata ganti nama purbakala ni nape?...sajer jer...

ok,here it goes..

Assalamualaikum,kehadapan my kekanda Along yg jauh di hati tapi dekat di hati...hawau u??semoga along dilimpahi keberkatan dan dianugerahkan kesihatan dan kesejahteraan...

Along,
jib nak ucap satu kata yg lebih besar,lebih tinggi daripada perkataan terima kasih atas jasa budi baik along terhadap jib...segala doa yg along titipkan utk jib...semoga Allah memberi balasan nyer..jib sbg adek along yg tak seberapa ni hanya mampu menghulurkan jutaan timer kaseh kat along....n mana mampu jib balas utk segala courtesy along terhadap jib selama ni....

Along,
i will always remember every seconds we spent togather...along org yg pes time bawak jib merasa air frapuccino yg mahal kat kofi bean n tea leaf...jib noticed dlm purse along tem tu,ujong2 nyawa jer note2 rm yg tinggal..tapi jib terkesan dgn kata2 along..."it's ok.once in the blue moon"...betapa along ingin memenuhi kehendak permintaan seorg adek yg kadang2 nakal, tak dgr ckp, keras kepala n tak macam adek2 along yg lain,along gagahkan jugak belanjer jib...n ingt lagi tak along belikan jib kek yg bagi jib maha sedap tem kite menunggu 'org tu abis keja..kat mont kiara...tu tak kire lagi time jib ntah umor berapa tapi jib maseh ingt waktu tu jib main api..jib bakar lidi bes,pastu pas memain jib kepit lidi besi tu antara ketiak ngan badan jib....terus melecur..jib menangis sawan tak tahu nak ngadu kat sape...pastu jib ntah kenapa terus ke bangunan LLN, jib nampak along balik dari asrama...along tanyer nape jib nangis...jib lupe la jib jawab ape...tapi semata nak mententeramkan jib,along bawak jib pegi kat kedai runcit cikgu cina sebelah restoran kamal tu,along belikan jib aiskrim cornetto...terus tak kuar air mata..padahal tgn ni tgh pijar melecur....the scar at my hand still there..so does my love to u in my heart...

Along,
jib nak mintak maap along kalau ade kata dan tingkah laku jib yg tak senang di mata along...jib bukan tak nak jadi adek yg baek..tapi,i leave the job to my elder brothers..so,i want to be the brat one...the one who will make ur life upside down..tak best la kan kalau semua adek2 along baik??walaupon i'm the spoiled little brother,but i love u as much as others...jib wakil yg lelain nak ckp yg kitorg semua sayang Along....

Along,
dikesempatan ni,jib memohon agar along tak kan penah putus-putus utk mendoakan kesejahteraan jib di dunia dan di akhirat....u r strong...solid as pure gold....intrigue woman...very caring...u r the true survivor...Tuty my be very lucky n proud to be sown from ur womb...a mother not only to her but zillions others kids in the world...every kids must be wishing to have sm1 like u to be their mothers....and last but not least,tq for everything..even for nothing..coz,having u as my sister,i cudnt be more happier~~love u now,love u always....

p/s:sape2 yg rase aku berhutang utk buat tribute,harap bersabar yer...jgn ingt aku tak ingt kat korang plak....

wait,lupe lak nak paste gambo along ai...*dlu da penah paste da..yg pegi ostrolia tu..tapi takpe,meh paste yg baru....

tarrraaaa~~

my along is member comolot kak maria...

tribute to kak maria~~

kena ke tajuk n3 aku tuh??tribute tu bukan utk org da kena usung van jenazah ke???lantak la..inglish saya lemah..dimaafkan..

anyway,n3 kali ni saya*notice ganti nama saya digunakan?sebab n3 ni post khas utk kak maria walaopon saya tak tahu kak maria ntah sudi ke tak singgah bersemayam kat blog saya yg serba sendu ni...

kak maria,
ingtla lagi tak april 24,2004...pes time tu sy jumpe akak..slalu dengor name jer...along slalu mentionn namer jer...so waktu tu baru kenal kak maria ni sape jer...1 and half hour from rawang to sg besi,doesnt give us much time to know each other better..*motif nak kenal lebih2?? neway,saya rasa terhutang budi kat kak maria kerana kak maria sudi mengantor sy melapor diri ke ATMA...saya sgt gementar waktu itu....motif cter ini diungkit sebab last tem along balik mesia,kitorang ade la revival balik d day i was sent to ATMA...how irony life is,yang anto saya tem tu,yg berpasangan skrg da jadi single...ade tu yg berpasangan,jadi single pastu berpasangan then yg single-mingle nan sorang ni pon da berpasangan...

kak maria,

hari sabtu ni saya nak jadi kapten da...ingt tak budak yg kak maria anta dlu tuh,baru ujong minggu baru nak jadi askor seaskor seaskornyer...kapten katanyer

kak maria,

saya kenal kak maria melalui gambo jer....tem kak maria dtg semban ri tu,sy tak balik....but then,i was wonder jugak la nape along tak penah terlintas ati nak ajak kak maria dtg jenguk saya kat ATMA ni...maybe sy ni bukan brother feveret nye,maka saya antara org yg slalu missed segala aktitivit dalam kalendar tahunan beliau...

kak maria,

ujong n3 ni saya nak ucap time kasih,not only bcoz u sent me b4 but u have been a great buddy to Along...saya jeles ngan along..along selalu ade kawan2 yg best...so,time kasih yer...akhir kata,semoga berjumpa lagi...



neway,sape kak maria ni??

ni la org nyer~~

assalamualaikum sgt2 tema berfesyen...